summer time blues

so its been 2 years on here and I still haven’t had the courage to meet anyone in person. now we are into summer break again and I can’t go meet anyone even if I wanted to because I have to watch the_ Mica:But, he doesn’t like me anymore and doesn’t want to be with me [...]
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Analisa:
I dont want to keep skipping lunch but honestly if i cant find people to sit with im going to just skip and hide in the bathroom or work on hw in the library because i cant handle lunch.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
I suck at making conversation bc im always so nervous and shy.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
How do i make new friends or at least find someone to sit with at lunch?
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
Today i jut sat in the back between two groups of friends and then in the last fige minutes went to buy a drink and hid in the bathroom until the bell.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
I have social anxiety and its extremely hard for me to talk to strangers and i hate sitting alone at lunch.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
Today (Monday) I went to eat lunch and my friend ditched me and im sure theyre going to do it again.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
That was last thursday and friday.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
For the first week me and the friend who started ditching me would sit with this freshman and then i skipped lunch for two days whne that friend was out sick.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
Sophomore and Freshman year my squad and i all miraculously had the same lunch.
(12 September 2016)

Analisa:
Im a junior this year and this is the third week of school.
(12 September 2016)