Want to know someone

Hi I am 40 year old single male looking to meet a single woman around my age who is here in the area that is of a slim,fit or average build to seriously get to know as friends for the time being and just talk and hangout and date.Im not looking for a one night [...]
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Debroah:
I mostly don't like pregnant women because they act so sweet and innocent (at least the ones in my family and on YouTube) when they're not actually that.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
The women who are pregnant aren't even married and both already have one child with different men than the soon coming babies fathers'. Their kids are around 6-8 years old.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
I know I won't be forgotten but they will look at the young ones the way they used to look at me.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
I used to think babies were ok when I was younger but I have changed.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
I don't like not being the youngest because when you're young like a toddler young everyone has hope for your future and now babies will have even more hope because they're even younger than me.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
Now whenever we go to family gatherings there will be babies which will eventually get older and be my age while I won't be the youngest grandchild.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
I don really like pregnant women or kids.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
So it seems like everyone young (in their 20s) in my family is pregnant.
(4 January 2017)

Debroah:
So everyone everywhere is pregnant or getting engaged especially in my family.
(4 January 2017)

Winter:
My sisters make me feel like I have the worst personality. Do I?
(4 January 2017)